December 2011
3 posts
November 2011
1 post
July 2011
2 posts
ignore this mass of emo.
freaking want to cry my ass off.
about this. about that. about everything.
why am i so bloody lousy at everything.
why cant i get anything right.
how come nothing i do is ever good enough.
whinocerous
frikin hell. any positive feelings i had about uob have all totally floated out of the window. this is, by far, the hardest and most painful experience of my life. words cant describe how much IT FREAKING SUCKS to have to pick up a brush and paint and paint and paint again after you thought you were done. then you start to second guess yourself and then everything starts to look wrong. and you...
April 2011
12 posts
“There’s a story about a place where it rains all the time and when people decide...”
– Thom Yorke (via vogelkop)
March 2011
9 posts
February 2011
3 posts
January 2011
5 posts
“im like an elephant. i never forget.”
– the trinity killer, dexter season 4
“Pain was their body’s way of telling them that they’d pushed...”
December 2010
10 posts
i love how today i found new meaning to the foo fighters song “best of you”
always liked it, but assumed that it was about an ex lover or something. today i looked up the lyrics and realised its actually about breaking free of the chains holding you. about not letting someone get the best of you. overcoming that emotional pain stored inside of you. now its stuck in my head...
I've got another confession to make, I'm your fool Everyone's got their chains to break, holding you Were you born to resist, or be abused? Is someone getting the best, the best, the best, the best of you? Is someone getting the best, the best, the best, the best of you? Are you gone and on to someone new? I needed somewhere to hang my head, without your noose You gave me something that I didn't...
days without mom and pops
my parents left us for malaysia on thursday. probably to gamble, but WHO CARES. WE’RE FREEEEEEEEEEE.
anyway im not gonna be seeing them till i get back from thailand on the 23rd, and since theyve been gone ive been having the craziest, most retarded time with my siblings. particularly my older brother. that guy is NUTS.
i havent really been seeing my younger brother yenniepoopz. that boy...
sometimes people dissapoint you. and you try your best to push away your hurt by pretending not to care. actually you do.
hurt my bag doing kettlebells today. this fuckinnnnn sucks.
and easy a was damn goooood. penn badgley was sooo sweet in the movie.
a template of my life
wake up, train, eat, sleep, eat, run, train, eat, sleep.
hey, not complaining. im scouting all the good food places, and good food after training your guts out = truly living life.
feels like phuket already.
November 2010
60 posts
just got back from my first weekday morning session at vanda ever.
had the chance to spar with rey. he is soooooo fast its crazy. now i understand what mr liang means when he says size doesnt matter, use your speed to your advantage. anyway, i have to be smarter, fake more, try new things.
lunch after that was a feast of duck, char siew, and pork with my favourite gay trainer, terence and my...
WHAT THE FUCKKKKKKKKKKKK I NEED SEASON 3 OF DEXTER NOW OR I MIGHT JUST GO AND SLICE UP BITTTTTCHES